hello ms. vicky. i cant even fathom the agony you are going through right now. and i know the best way i can reach out to you is to let u know m praying for you. keep on trying and praying and hoping for the best. i can honestly say i have been there. its painful. the thought of uncertainties can wear you down. reach out to your family and friends and keep on networking to folks you know who might refer you to the next job. be strong and of good courage. Our Good Lord understands your pain and He will help you go through this. there is a song by Yolanda Adams - Only If God Says Yes which inspires me. part of the song goes like this:
"But I'm learning I was never meant to go alone
Neither was it meant for me to go on my own..."
cheer up... it will come...
btw, last Fools day was yeah - sort of my bday. hahahahaha. i know.. i know.. funny isnt it? the biggest joke of my life. lol. but i am more than grateful. i know i am special because my mom said so. i think my husband agrees too. lol. took a day off (and so was Jacob. but me - i've been really stressed at work for the last 1 month so i know, i know i really need a timeout away! so it was just me and Jacob as EJ was in school) and we spent the day the in beach. amazing thing was the weather was really nice. we cruise along Highway-1 and just enjoy the sound of the waves. then we had a fabulous sushi for dinner at home - just me, Jacob and EJ. my 2 boys were extra nice to me (well, it did not come easy - before, we have all agreed that if its somebody's bday, we need to be extra nice to the person - even for a day!). no chores for me yesterday. i joke about it how mayroon din palang day off ang katulong. hahahaha. but today - eto - back to the realities of life. m actually working now. wooossssh... hayyy.. but this morning, i accompanied EJ to the First Robotics Competition in San Jose State University. we had fun! anyways, catch y'all later. muwahhh...
